youre silent now.
i cant even feel you breathing down the back of my neck...
im not haunted by you anymore.
i can feel the warmth flow back into my veins
as you leave my system.
turns out you where just a virus,
not a disease.

things are good on the front. well enough in anycase. im happy, things arent too crazed (to say the least). i havent made any progress in any of things i had hoped to. im still trying to decide what to do with my life. not necessarily the rest of it just the not to distant future. need direction. no, need to switch out of panic mode and start functioning as a productive person.

im slowly eating away at time and its not going down easily but i dont know where else to put it.

its been a long day, a longer night and tomorow is going to be 10 times worse. maybe i need to talk about it sometime but i dont want to and i dont know how to either.