am i free?
Optimismi cant even feel you breathing down the back of my neck...
im not haunted by you anymore.
i can feel the warmth flow back into my veins
as you leave my system.
turns out you where just a virus,
not a disease.
06:23:07i wish i coud make you love me06:23:07
like i want you too like you mean it
i hate begin second rate without you by my side sitting next to you seperated by your resentment
i wish i could inspire more from you i wish i could make you believe there is some value in me
there is something more that youre not saying through you lash wickedly
with all the hurtful things you can contrive you use that something to widen the divide
dont say what you dont mean dont patronise, dont be so damn snide you cant justify the holes in the wall
mayi dont know what i could saymay
to make this disaster just go away
what the fuck was i thinking
im in over my head again
without anywhere untouched by this
i want to feel new again
i want to be who i used to be
who are you to take me down like this
pitting me against my soul
i shouldnt be here
love isnt enough
.im here whether i like it or not this world is what i have made it i've got to walk these streets ive paved though i want to peel off the scabs.
and crawl back into the womb though i hate the mother for making me her daughter
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I am a metropolise of faces. I am an identity crisis. the spaces between egos is getting thicker, i fear we are forgetting each other. you keep me breathing. you keep my heart beating. when the swell conqures me, i turn inward and you save me.
feb 17thi want the money out of your pocket, its not meant for you. with your press on nails and high priced pumps. dont you know that what you want cant be bought? i want this place to be different, where everyone is a person. i dont want to be one who shuts the door. i dont want to give money to those who will only ever want more. i dont want that blood in my hands and bank account. when did i get so hungry for things that could never fill me? i dont want to survive and leave others behind. joy cant be found alone.feb 17th
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....for me there is only the traveling on the paths that have a heart,
on any path that may have a heart.
There I travel, and the only worthwhile challenge for me is to traverse its full length....looking, looking, breathlessly.
~Carlos Castaneda
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i like your new avatar. now everyone
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